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This is honestly the worst that my depression has been in a long time.
I’m tired of pretending to be happy around my friends. I know I don’t have to pretend with them… but I do because otherwise they’ll just feel bad that they can’t help. It’s just so exhausting though. Feigning interest in something that I would normally love to hear them talk about. Or tuning them out because my thoughts are so loud that its all I notice.
I’m just tired… I don’t want to do this anymore. I also had quite a bit more that I wanted to say but I’ve run out of steam already.
